Hiatus

Fuck you.

Surgery sucks. Supposedly, the greedy hands of doctors wish to take out a piece of my brain and not just any piece but my right Teles. I don't know if I want too. Honestly, my powers would be knocked down a notch and I don't like that. I'd overload too often and be a complete useless bag of hot air at down times. What kind of lame brain situation is that? Yukio has started some normalcy. Oh and Nemoi's a werewolf. Hell, even when that idiot step father of mine does nothing to meet they still in the end, end up with something. He's also pregnant by Zaxier since their a couple...err...

In other news, Misoka has been staying with Harvey alot, I almost wondered if it's permanent. Lord Hui is teaching his daughter the ropes of being Japanese, I guess he's enrolling her in school, though what's the point, were all going to the shits soon. There was a statement on the news from the UN of the angels helping them out...how odd. I don't know who to be more worried off. But honestly, my family is more closer to the devil.

I just don't know what to think anymore.

Look it's over the hill~

The humans are building safety nets. I don't see why can't we also. Well, unlike the humans my people doesn't have the funds needed to save the millions of us. However, everyone knows that the only reason we all exist still is because some of us survived before. Which means, we will again. Who and how many that is a better question. And I can already tell you, it will be me and my kin. My family, my friends. I will fought every bastard to make sure of it. I have no problem pushing people under the bus.

Many will die. And me and mine, won't be one of them.You can count on that.

Last night, Lukas came home with Carmine, Misoka, Reni, Chimoko and Meruynn. Kouichi had been waiting much to my displeasure with Hui, Zaxier and I. Nothing I didn't expect already happened, Carmine protected Kouichi...which was strange. And Misoka and Seki...fought for Reni, I guess...I think jealousy is in order. And I was getting alittle annoyed with Misoka calling Reni and Zaxier monsters. It was uncalled for and rude. And no offense, we get called that too, so technically, he was insulting his own kind as well. After Nogi told Misoka to go to bed, we got onto another topic which was the closing of Naru's hospital which is designed to only treat Abnormals or monsters or whatever shit you call it. Nogi suggested a good idea, which was shocking for him. I think it will work. Misoka can also see again...thanks to Nogi's quick hand.Nogi's gone to talk to Naru and Todo.

Today, I took Yukio for his spinal tap, he screamed, honestly sometimes I wonder if one day, he will just scream I hate you, over and over again or something. I can't wait until hes sixteen and he won't have to have that test anymore. After Trent's revival, I haven't heard shit or hare of my ex husband, he just disappeared again. :|

Resistance...isn't futile.

No matter what anyone says, the will to fight, the battle of survival is what were built for, it's what we do. Only the strongest will continue into the new world...if it exists...no. It will exist, because I'd have no other. Some will win, some will lose. It is how we live, it's how we thrive. I will not longer sit back and allow Seki to just sulk like a wounded pup in his room. He will not be Nogi, for Nogi already exists and we need no other. He will be Seki, he will join in protecting the world in which we live with the rest of us. Those who think that we will not succeed are stupid.

I will get through this. My sons will get through this, we all will get through this. It's time to use protocol. It's time to use the secrets lost from us when we were forced into human nature, now that they are free for us too use.

Still no word on Misoka, Carmine and Reni-sama. Though Chimoko and Meruynn are in the Sithen right now trying to figure things out with their Kingdom.

Angry wolves, angry humans, angry vampires, angry angels...me I'm always fucking angry. I knew it was a bad idea but I couldn't bring myself to tell Lukas no. I can't believe I would of lost Yukio again because I went to the hospital to pick out Trent...HELL, then went to Harvey's to revive the boy...why did I do that? Why didn't I come home? It's okay...but I keep thinking it would've. What if while escaping, Lukas had an attack...? Then what?

Kouichi is breathing down our fucking throats over Carmine, but what the fuck does he want us to do? Were still trying to figure out where the three of them are. The Sithen isn't the size of a penny, it's a huge world. Just be fucking thankful were trying, do you anyone else trying? I took Yukio with me to the hospital to see Nemoi and Zaxier. I'm very content that Nemoi will recover just fine now. He all had us worried.

One thing I hate is being bound to the laws that concerns us. Not only human laws, but the ones that separate each race from each other. With Misoka, our child, Reni-sama, a night child and Carmine, a sky child lost within the capital of drama, trapped between two kingdoms on the verge of war that could leak out if they find them trespassing within their territory. My goal is locate them and get them out before anything, but I can't go. The Queen of the Unseelie is a bitch, she would just aggravated me. Lukas has volunteered to be the ambassador for our people, but I honestly don't know if I want him too. I'm half tempted to send Seki with him...as back up. I know Lukas can still use his element, but I'm worried about him having a attack during the process.

Chimoko and Meruynn are over here discussing options with Nogi and Hui-sama. Being they are Fey, they are quite useful.